mood semasa: xtau nak describe...

Salam..

dis is the 3rd post in Jan2010..agak janggal la bg aku sbnrnye..xbiase update blog sekerap ni..haha! but, i feel like writing.
Somehow,i got this mixed feeling. Contributors: Work, Fren, Family and a guy.
Wished that i got to do things that i LOVE to do..like computer design..dah lame x buat video, buat design kad, buat slideshow, n ape2 yg berkaitan ngan design.. gosh, i missed all that. Sometimes, u only realize that something is so important to you while u are in the middle of something else..and u can do nothing about it..same here.
Sometimes, i missed my uni days..my exams..the classes..classmates..all the laughing and bickering..the boring lectures, the not-so-sedap makanan cafe, my compartment, kemaman kopitiam, zuzana, volley, netball..so many things that we take for granted.
And now, really really missed my prp days..the ward rounds especially. Never realize that i love doing that rounds..feels like im missing a great experience. but, nevermind, i'll be back..

if possible, nak je amik 2nd degree, just this time amik course yang minat..
funny isn't it? wanting to go back to yesterday..

hang in there, aimi..someday it will be your turn..

The 26th..

Salam..

in just 2 hours, i'll turn 26th.. born on 4th January 1984, @ 2.50 pm..huhu!

xsangka, cepatnye mase berlalu..rase cm baru je masuk 24 tahun..haha~perasan betol..

hope to be more matured, tak nak emo2 lg.. kurangkan stress, try to be happy everyday..

focus bile dah masuk umo 26 ialah...enjoy single life selagi boleh..heehee~~

nak beri tumpuan untuk hobi2 ku..amik gamba, komputer, tgk cite korea, facebook, bace buku cite..bla..bla...

nak jadi seseorang dlm hidup seseorang...

harap2 bile turn 27 nanti, ada la perubahan dlm idup..jd makin kaya ke.. makin cantik ke..haha~

apa2pon, gud luck to myself, gambatte ne..chaoyok2!! aja-aja!

mood: confused...

there'll be a time in our life that we'll feel very confused...not knowing what to believe anymore, not knowing that is there to believe..don't know who can be trusted..

keliru ini,
adakah aku seorang,
atau kau juga merasakannya?

but, the worst is confused with what we want..tak tau ape yang diingini dalam hidup, keliru dengan kehendak hati, kemahuan fikiran...

just say what you want,
don't confuse me
anymore...

not quite the right song for this mood, but the melody kinda...