Salam.
That title, it's weird, is it? Haha...lately, me having difficulty understanding man.. or men.. Orang kate perempuan ni kompleks pemikirannye, tapi yang sebetulnye, lelaki lagi kompleks. perempuan kita boleh teka their next step, but, man... selalu tekaan kita (perempuan) salah..
How to know if a guy is really interested in a girl? Ataupun just suka.. suka as a fren, maybe a little bit more than a fren, but, how to determine if a guy really likes a girl that he is willing to throw everything just to be with her? Susah nak tau kan?
Once, i asked a guy how much he liked me, but, he cannot answer me... is that mean he just 'like' me, but he doesn't love me? complicated isnt it? atau lelaki mmg jenis yg tak tau perasaan sndiri? how u want to make a girl to like you, if you (lelaki itu) yourself, doesn't even know how much u like her? be a man...if not a gentleman..
Maybe it is true that men are from mars...(=alien?) haha...they speak a language that us girls don't understand..mulut lelaki letaknye di hati...so, nak tunggu mulut dorang cakap ape yg terbuku di hati, mmg payah ah.. agaknye bile hati tu dah bernanah baru la keluar semua...parah2..
Friday, November 20, 2009
Friday, November 13, 2009
Mode: Poetic
Kau yang ku panggil teman..
Suatu masa dulu,
Kita adalah kawan,teman dan sahabat,
Kau Kawan dalam pelajaran,
Kau teman meluahkan perasaan,
Kau sahabat yang sentiasa di sisi,
Kaulah yang ku panggil teman.
Tapi sahabatku,
Benarkah apa yang kau kata?
Bahawa aku bukan sekadar teman bagimu,
Bahawa perasaanmu bukan setakat kawan,
Keliru aku.
Teman,
Berikan aku ruang dan masa,
Menilai erti perasaan ini,
Aku takut dirimu jua,
tersilap menafsir hatimu,
biarkan masa menentukan segalanya...
Ku yakin pada mu, teman.
Andai,
Tersurat di azali,
Kita bukan sekadar teman,
Terimalah aku seadanya,
sepertimana kau menerimaku,
sebagai sahabatmu...
13/11/2009 - Aku yang kau panggil teman.
Suatu masa dulu,
Kita adalah kawan,teman dan sahabat,
Kau Kawan dalam pelajaran,
Kau teman meluahkan perasaan,
Kau sahabat yang sentiasa di sisi,
Kaulah yang ku panggil teman.
Tapi sahabatku,
Benarkah apa yang kau kata?
Bahawa aku bukan sekadar teman bagimu,
Bahawa perasaanmu bukan setakat kawan,
Keliru aku.
Teman,
Berikan aku ruang dan masa,
Menilai erti perasaan ini,
Aku takut dirimu jua,
tersilap menafsir hatimu,
biarkan masa menentukan segalanya...
Ku yakin pada mu, teman.
Andai,
Tersurat di azali,
Kita bukan sekadar teman,
Terimalah aku seadanya,
sepertimana kau menerimaku,
sebagai sahabatmu...
13/11/2009 - Aku yang kau panggil teman.
Thursday, November 05, 2009
the jOurNey continues...
Salam.
"macam mane tempat baru? ok ke?" . today, almost all ppl that i know ask me that question.~kebetulan hari ni ada cme kat Hosp~.. duh!? bila dorang tanye soalan tu, my expression kinda distorted.. and i give that boring-kinda-annoying look... please la.. ask other question bleh x? im tired of giving ppl the excuse of not being happy working at my new place. if i said ,"x best la.. nak balik hosp", they will definitely say, "ala..biasela tu..tpt baru. lama2 best la tu". seriously ppl, what do u know? only me and myself yg tau mcm mane rase keje kat tpt yg u don't even feel that u fit in there. like wearing other ppl's clothes. thats how i felt for the past 2 month. those who get their place of choice, they don't have the courtesy to comfort or konon-konon-empati ngan aku. and to make it worse, those who called themself myfren doesn't even bother to ask how im doing... not to be a snobby princess, but just calling and asking, "cmne keje skang? jom kita kuar..mkn2 ke..",that wud be enuf. just need a fren to let out my ketidakpuasan-perasaan ni. how wud u feel living (~yeah, working is like living, u spent 8 hours @work~) in a place without a fren around, ppl just barging into ur room asking for everything, works that seems to have no end to it, skipping lunch almost everyday bcoz u dont have anyone to lunched with, and etc... just imagine... this situation is stressing me out... afraid that i may develop some kind of depressive disorder... nauzubillah.. amin.
p/s: to that person that sent me out 'there', i thank you... thank you for making my life a living h**l...
"macam mane tempat baru? ok ke?" . today, almost all ppl that i know ask me that question.~kebetulan hari ni ada cme kat Hosp~.. duh!? bila dorang tanye soalan tu, my expression kinda distorted.. and i give that boring-kinda-annoying look... please la.. ask other question bleh x? im tired of giving ppl the excuse of not being happy working at my new place. if i said ,"x best la.. nak balik hosp", they will definitely say, "ala..biasela tu..tpt baru. lama2 best la tu". seriously ppl, what do u know? only me and myself yg tau mcm mane rase keje kat tpt yg u don't even feel that u fit in there. like wearing other ppl's clothes. thats how i felt for the past 2 month. those who get their place of choice, they don't have the courtesy to comfort or konon-konon-empati ngan aku. and to make it worse, those who called themself myfren doesn't even bother to ask how im doing... not to be a snobby princess, but just calling and asking, "cmne keje skang? jom kita kuar..mkn2 ke..",that wud be enuf. just need a fren to let out my ketidakpuasan-perasaan ni. how wud u feel living (~yeah, working is like living, u spent 8 hours @work~) in a place without a fren around, ppl just barging into ur room asking for everything, works that seems to have no end to it, skipping lunch almost everyday bcoz u dont have anyone to lunched with, and etc... just imagine... this situation is stressing me out... afraid that i may develop some kind of depressive disorder... nauzubillah.. amin.
p/s: to that person that sent me out 'there', i thank you... thank you for making my life a living h**l...
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