the jOurNey continues...

Salam.

"macam mane tempat baru? ok ke?" . today, almost all ppl that i know ask me that question.~kebetulan hari ni ada cme kat Hosp~.. duh!? bila dorang tanye soalan tu, my expression kinda distorted.. and i give that boring-kinda-annoying look... please la.. ask other question bleh x? im tired of giving ppl the excuse of not being happy working at my new place. if i said ,"x best la.. nak balik hosp", they will definitely say, "ala..biasela tu..tpt baru. lama2 best la tu". seriously ppl, what do u know? only me and myself yg tau mcm mane rase keje kat tpt yg u don't even feel that u fit in there. like wearing other ppl's clothes. thats how i felt for the past 2 month. those who get their place of choice, they don't have the courtesy to comfort or konon-konon-empati ngan aku. and to make it worse, those who called themself myfren doesn't even bother to ask how im doing... not to be a snobby princess, but just calling and asking, "cmne keje skang? jom kita kuar..mkn2 ke..",that wud be enuf. just need a fren to let out my ketidakpuasan-perasaan ni. how wud u feel living (~yeah, working is like living, u spent 8 hours @work~) in a place without a fren around, ppl just barging into ur room asking for everything, works that seems to have no end to it, skipping lunch almost everyday bcoz u dont have anyone to lunched with, and etc... just imagine... this situation is stressing me out... afraid that i may develop some kind of depressive disorder... nauzubillah.. amin.

p/s: to that person that sent me out 'there', i thank you... thank you for making my life a living h**l...