Wedding is...everywhere...

Salam.

Dis few weeks is gonna full of weddings... kind of stress me out..haha!
Mas' wedding, Afzan's wedding, Ila's wedding, and everyone's wedding...
The most stress part is that..questions from my mama and abah..
"anak abah ni bila lagi nak kawin ni?"
" terima jela calon mama ngan abah, nak?"
and i goes..
"ala, ma..rilek la dulu..nak keje dulu..lgpun bukan nye tua sgt..baru 25tahun.."
" x mboh la kawin ngan org x kenal...ish.."
and mama said..
" x payah la mengharap org tu.."
and i ..
" mana ada.."

Haha.. dats a few lines that we always talked about... maklumlah.. anak sulung,
mestila mak ayah nak suruh kawin cepat..
tapi..
bab-bab kawin ni bukn leh main2... xkn nk terima je org yg ntah sesuai ke x ngan kita...
at least biar la kenal hati budi dulu..
but.. after seeing a fren's nikah night, a strange feeling came..
make me wonder what i'm gonna be like during my wedding?
but 1 thing for sure..i'll cry.

A Two weeks Summary...(penatnye...)

Minggu Lepas:

Hmm.. quite a tired weekend for me. Got BTN course @ the so-called Kursus Kenegaraan...haha! The weird thing is..i feel like sad bila tiba nak balik tu..bukan sedih sebab sayang nak tinggal, tapi mengingatkan esoknye nak kena keje...huhu! BTW, that was an interesting course for me, sebab sebelum ni asik dgr dr mulut org je BTN ni cmne, but, cuma org yg pegi je can experience the real deal.. but then, again, its a new experience... for me, i learned how to bergaul dengan org2 yang lg berusia dr kita and made me realized that i dah lama tak exercise!!! oh gosh...penat giler kena kawad tengah panas terik...lari 2 km, kena pikul kwn, and most of all..kena panjat bukit...ha.. mau ternganga seme org... dah la esok nye lepas BTN, masuk keje cm biase, ingatkan nak amik off petang, tp terlajak keje smpai ptg...sbb kebetulan plak KPF (~boss baru) masuk hari yg sama... tlg CC kemas bilik KPF, buat keje2 DIS, and berlarutan smpai la hari Rabu...and to be continued...

My Groupmates ( tp xcukup semua)

My Journey to the Top...

Minggu Nie:

Hari Khamis amik day off.. bukan sebab nk cuti tp sebab pegi tgk Mak Ngah kat HTAA. Since she is one of the most-rapat auntie, i feel sad and sorry for her. Sampai je kat HTAA dlm kul 11, dr bgtau nak operate lg skali sbb perforated bowel...(yg 1st one sbb endometrioma)... so, dlm kul 2 ptg dia masuk, keluar OT dlm kul 5 ptg, quite a major operation and terus dimasukkan dlm ICU...my mum and my other auntie tunggu kat hosp sepanjang weekend tu... me, tido kat umah sepupu. Again, this incidence rapatkan balik kami sepupu yg dah lama x duduk semeja borak2... gurau2... On saturday, i supposedly kena oncall, but since it is not possible for me to rush back home, i asked one of the kind prp to take my oncall..(ganti la..) so kind of her..so, i tido lg semlm kat kuantan and sempat g tgk Upin & Ipin...hehe! And to Kak Naz...thanx byk2!! it is so nice to have someone that i can rely on during this hard times... (not like some other classmate yg langsung x tanye kabar my auntie dah ok ke x, operation success ke x...~sigh~)

the 'tumor + uterus"

so...that's my life in 2 weeks... mcm xde noktah..my room mcm kapal pecah, tak sempat kemas... and till this moment im still "jetlag" from the non-stop journey (from KT to Besut balik ke KT and then ke Kuantan and then balik ke KT semula)....

Luckily I have TAU xxxx....u are my savior....

Case review...?

Pt's name : miss NA

C/o : laziness x 2/52

HOPI : assc. with sleepiness (esp when 'xde keje nk buat') + increased appetite...hmm?

Past medication : PCM, benadryl, actifed, piriton, (mcm xde kaitan je..haha!)~ wth??

Current diagnosis: Lay-zee syndrome stage 4

Treatment : K-dramatherapy...(very effective~) gee..<3

Perang sana Sini....

Sedih + geram + menyampah bila tgk berita tentang kekejaman Rejim Israel. Sampai bila dorang nak seksa penduduk Palestin yang takde buat salah ape2pun dekat Israel. x paham apa kepuasan yg dorg dapat dengan memusnahkan hidup org lain. Asal celik mata pagi2, dah pikir nak serang Palestin dengan cara apa lagi... tak terasa ke nak hidup dengan aman, bangun pagi, pegi keje, berehat, bersantai dengan family...ish2...betapa keras dah sejuknye hati org2 Israel/Yahudi.
Cakap pasal perang, dekat sini pun tengah perang gak ni... haha! perang poster and bendera... kalo la ada foreigner dtg sini, mesti ingt tgh darurat tgk polis kat mana2 je...
Dan yg paling penting, tanggal 6 Januari 09 adalah dalam sejarah aku g keje, perjalanan amik masa 3 jam...lama giler duk dlm keta... kuar dari umah kul 7.05 pg, sampai kat spital kul 10.10 pg...huhu!
Menyusahkan betol...nasib baik la keta Auto, kalo manual agaknye, mau cramp kaki aku asyik duk tekan clutch je..pastu, manusia punya la ramai, xpernah aku tgk t** penuh sesak ngan manusia and kenderaan yg mcm2 plate number...dari mcm2 negeri...

A war is a journey,
A journey towards disaster,
A disaster is a pain,
A pain that will never disappear...

(1.17pm - 10/01/09)

Today is "the Day"...

Alhamdulillah, dengan izin Allah yang Maha Penyayang, Dia masih lagi membenarkan aku hidup sehingga ke hari ini, tanggal 4 hb Januari 2009, di mana hari ini aku genap berumur 25 tahun... dah lama rupanya aku hidup.. semoga had umur yang ditetapkan Allah untuk aku akan menyempatkan aku untuk menyambut hari lahir anak aku yg ke-25 nanti...(kalo la jodoh smpai awl..huhu!)

To be honest, im very scared to face today... afraid that when i turned 26, i'll still be the 25-year-old-me..
To all my fren that wished me happy birthday...thank You!!!! without u guys, maybe i'm not who i am now...thank you for being my fren for all these years....XOXO
To mama and abah, the late-wishes...is forgiven, i understand... dengn keadaan baru kehilangan ahli keluarga, its okay if you forgot my birthday...
To ella, thanks for the bantat kek...hehe! (as below~)<3<3<3

The half-eaten bantat-kek....


(pic taken by Aqil)

Lastly, i hope to have a great year ahead, and maybe meet a great guy...hehe! gatal..

saYonara 2008!!

Betapa cepatnye masa berlalu... lagi sehari lg sebelum masuk tahun 2009...and, every new year means that i'll be a year older (after 4 days ~ haha!). but, at least, i'm proud of myself... for all my achievement dis year.. antara yg aku dah berjaye capai tahun ni antaranye:

• berjaya graduate...yeah!
• berjaya bergelar pharmacist ~
• lulus exam forensic...alhamdulillah..
• berjaya mendaftar pegi haji (xtau la tahun bile bleh pegi... tp at least dah daftar~)
• for da first time, bagi duit raya...haha!
• dah beli...
• mama ngan abah merasa duit gaji aku

tapi dlm byk2 tu, ade satu lg yg x tercapai...nak kawen..hehe! ntah bila la agaknye aku bleh kawen ek?
tahun 2009 ni harapnya ada la perubahan..=) asyik g kenduri kwn2 je..

Selamat tahun baru,
Hadir bersama harapanku,
Azamku selalu,
Berbakti untuk ayah ibu.

Happy New Year,
To all my dear,
Please remember,
I'll always be here.

(11:11 pm, 30/12/08)

wicked Weekend...

it's FRIDAY... and i have to work..
it sucked! really..
im forcing my foot and my hands to drive me to work...
arfghhh!!