the gud ol' hobby...

this few days.. i have been doing what i haven't been doing for a long time.. reading story book!!
haha... in da past, dis was my madness.. buying 3-4 story books every month n just lying on my bed, reading books.
just finished reading cecilia ahern's "where rainbows end".. a very interesting style of writing.. the author presents the story in a very unique way, i can say. she tells the story through SMS and YM style.. means that there's no dialogue in it.. just exchange-SMS,instant Messenger and letters.
i wanna quote one of my fav paragraph in dis book..
in a letter from Alex to Rosie, he said that

" you deserves someone who loves you with every single beat of his heart, someone who thinks about you constantly, who spends every minute of every day wondering what you're doing, where u are, who u're with, and if u're doing OK. u need someone who can help u reach ur dream and who can protect u from ur fears. u need someone who treat u with respect, and love every part of u, esp ur flaws. u shud be wif someone who can make u happy, really happy, dancing-on-air happy...."

it is so romantic, but yet so true... hmm, still waiting for someone to say that lines above for me..
and ah.. back to the story, it's a happy ending (obviously..!) the two best fren end up falling in love wif each other and finally get together when they're 50!~!
overall..really loved the storyline..plus the ending and the words in it.
i give dis book 5 *...haha!

Sarang~love~cinta~pyaar...

Warning!! ~ This post is just for self expressing... dont judge me based on what i wrote here...

Haha.. mcm la ramai sgt yg bace blog aku ni.. tp bagus gak xramai yg bace.. so, bleh la aku mengarut byk2 sket... n x ramai yg nak kutuk blog aku..
ish..dah menyimpang jauh dr ape yg aku nk tulis/type.
Current mode: depressed, due to much wedding-exposure.. bcoz ppl keep asking when and when..
When? even me myself x tau bile.. My parents keep on match-making me with this-person's son, this-relative's son, and i keep on rejecting all of them.. why do ppl always keep in their mind, that when you start working,then you must start preparing to get married. it's not that i'm not into marriage, it's just that now is not the right time..for me.
i WILL get married if i meet someone that can take care of me, someone that can complete me, someone that accept me for who i am.. and most importantly, someone who speaks what he thinks...and oh! he also must accept my korean-madness-ness.
Susah jadi anak dara ni..org keliling asyik tanye je..bila lagi? aku tak nak kawen just bcoz i have to... org kate xpe, lepas kawen baru bercinta.. but, bagi aku, how can u love someone that u dont even know whether u can love him or not? just another fairytale-theory. what if lepas kawin baru sedar x serasi? so unfair to us girls.. why do guys get to choose their ladies?

Now i understand that annoying feeling...
and to my prince charming, please hurry up and find me...

Sebuah Kehilangan...

Tanggal 31 Mei 2009, jam 8 pg, perginya seorang ibu saudara yang amat dikasihi...pergi mengadap yang Maha Kuasa. Betapa besarnya kuasa Ilahi, seseorang manusia itu boleh dipanggil menemui-Nya bila2 masa saja... masyaAllah..
Pertama kali menyaksikan bagaimana seseorang di ambang maut, amatlah menginsafkan... dalam dua nafas sahaja, nyawa boleh dicabut dari badan yang dihuni... Innalillahi wa Innailaihi raji'un...

Mak Ngah,
pemergianmu ditangisi...
kehilanganmu dirasai..
ketiadaanmu kami redhai..
untukmu kami sedekahi..
doa untuk bekalan di sana nanti...
Amin.

Di sebalik kesedihan yang dirasai, tahniah diucapkan kepada Abg Bee...berjaya akhirnya menukar gelaran bujangnya kepada 'suami kak syafinaz' ...hehe! sekitar majlis akad nikah di bukit rimau...







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The Weirdest Dr3am....

Salam.

Last night (subuh actually..hehe!), i had a very weird dream..
Dipendekkan cerita, dalam mimpi aku tu.. aku decide utk menerima calon menantu yg ayah aku calonkan.. so, the dream evolved around the preparation of the wedding..
My in-law to-be ditakdirkan dalam mimpi aku ni family yg berada.. wedding tu dibuat di sebuah pulau.. a very nice and beautiful island... and to make it more interesting, wedding tu dibuat serentak dengan adik beradik 'lelaki' tu yg lain...
So, there was a pengantin-masuk-dewan ceremony for akad nikah...and i was late and the pengantin lelaki was missing.. then, bila time aku masuk dewan tu, semua orang pandang aku semacam.. and tempat mkn beradab yg sepatutnya aku duduk tu kosong...so, i was like.."kenapa ni?"
Jadi, aku pun pegi la cari ayah aku... and ayah aku cakap, "abah dah ckp ngan dorang jgn jd hal mcm ni..and my family mcm cuba nak tenangkan aku...so, dengan sendirinya aku faham yg pengantin lelaki taknak kawen ngan aku...and tinggalkan aku at my own wedding... kesian aku.. (dalam mimpi la..)
Lepas tu, aku mcm sedih sgt..and aku pun pg la merayau-rayau sekitar pulau tu dengan tujuan nak nangis la... and ntah mcm mane, aku dah terlampau jauh dari daratan... tiba2, dtg la sekumpulan lelaki dengan jetski... konon2 nak selamatkan aku la... tapi jetski tu terbalik la pulak sebab laju sgt... and dengan aku2 skali jatuh dalam laut...basah la baju pengantin aku... dan aku pun terjaga dari mimpi aku yang sgt pelik tu...haha!Opps.. lupa nak mention, lelaki tu mcm ada darah cina sebab nenek dia Chinese, so, aku kena buat acara bg minum teh kat nenek laki tu...

p/s: harap2 it's just a dream... mintak dijauhkan..dari kena dump masa wedding sendiri... haru nanti...and oh~the new layout...comel x?

~Situas!~

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song that never failed to refresh my day...
reflects the destination of my journey...
and the journey that i must undergo to reach that destination..
and only Allah SWT knows what are the destination (s)...or where??
or Who??
guys..enjoy your current life while it's hot!!!

Wedding..Part II

Salam.

Hari ni berakhir la sudah "Le Tour De Wedding" kawan2..(hopefully la) Minggu lepas pegi kenduri kawen sampai ke negeri sebelah...semangat giler! Tapi, quite puas hati la jugak walaupun penat jd tuan rumah utk kwn2... sebab rindu sgt2 ngan kawan2.. esp member2 mase blaja kat UIA.. so much memories...heheh.. best sbb dah lama aku tak gelak dgr lawak 'kotor' Azri, dah lama tak jd model utk photographer2 kelas aku.. dah lama tak merasa keriuhan suara kwn2... mcm mana la agaknye kalo masing2 dah kawen nanti? Boleh lg ke Kita berkonvoi ramai2... buat BBQ, bergambar x ingat dunia...But, i still hopes that we'll always keep in touch no matter where we are in the future...
Hari ni g wedding Abong (a.k.a Faiz)... jumpa kwn masa skolah dulu.. it's nice to have fren that still the fren that u know from the good old days...
But, seriuosly, too much weddings can cause you to have depression and hypertension... IF you still undecided when to get married... (and with WHO..)... people keep asking you..
"kau bila lagi?"
and when i said.."aku lambat lagi kot..calon pon xde lg, cmne nak kawen.."

"Tipu lah xde calon.." pulak dah..dah aku ckp xde, xde la..x paham2 lg.. (sakit jugak ati ni kdg2)..

Wedding is...everywhere...

Salam.

Dis few weeks is gonna full of weddings... kind of stress me out..haha!
Mas' wedding, Afzan's wedding, Ila's wedding, and everyone's wedding...
The most stress part is that..questions from my mama and abah..
"anak abah ni bila lagi nak kawin ni?"
" terima jela calon mama ngan abah, nak?"
and i goes..
"ala, ma..rilek la dulu..nak keje dulu..lgpun bukan nye tua sgt..baru 25tahun.."
" x mboh la kawin ngan org x kenal...ish.."
and mama said..
" x payah la mengharap org tu.."
and i ..
" mana ada.."

Haha.. dats a few lines that we always talked about... maklumlah.. anak sulung,
mestila mak ayah nak suruh kawin cepat..
tapi..
bab-bab kawin ni bukn leh main2... xkn nk terima je org yg ntah sesuai ke x ngan kita...
at least biar la kenal hati budi dulu..
but.. after seeing a fren's nikah night, a strange feeling came..
make me wonder what i'm gonna be like during my wedding?
but 1 thing for sure..i'll cry.