mood semasa: xtau nak describe...

Salam..

dis is the 3rd post in Jan2010..agak janggal la bg aku sbnrnye..xbiase update blog sekerap ni..haha! but, i feel like writing.
Somehow,i got this mixed feeling. Contributors: Work, Fren, Family and a guy.
Wished that i got to do things that i LOVE to do..like computer design..dah lame x buat video, buat design kad, buat slideshow, n ape2 yg berkaitan ngan design.. gosh, i missed all that. Sometimes, u only realize that something is so important to you while u are in the middle of something else..and u can do nothing about it..same here.
Sometimes, i missed my uni days..my exams..the classes..classmates..all the laughing and bickering..the boring lectures, the not-so-sedap makanan cafe, my compartment, kemaman kopitiam, zuzana, volley, netball..so many things that we take for granted.
And now, really really missed my prp days..the ward rounds especially. Never realize that i love doing that rounds..feels like im missing a great experience. but, nevermind, i'll be back..

if possible, nak je amik 2nd degree, just this time amik course yang minat..
funny isn't it? wanting to go back to yesterday..

hang in there, aimi..someday it will be your turn..

The 26th..

Salam..

in just 2 hours, i'll turn 26th.. born on 4th January 1984, @ 2.50 pm..huhu!

xsangka, cepatnye mase berlalu..rase cm baru je masuk 24 tahun..haha~perasan betol..

hope to be more matured, tak nak emo2 lg.. kurangkan stress, try to be happy everyday..

focus bile dah masuk umo 26 ialah...enjoy single life selagi boleh..heehee~~

nak beri tumpuan untuk hobi2 ku..amik gamba, komputer, tgk cite korea, facebook, bace buku cite..bla..bla...

nak jadi seseorang dlm hidup seseorang...

harap2 bile turn 27 nanti, ada la perubahan dlm idup..jd makin kaya ke.. makin cantik ke..haha~

apa2pon, gud luck to myself, gambatte ne..chaoyok2!! aja-aja!

mood: confused...

there'll be a time in our life that we'll feel very confused...not knowing what to believe anymore, not knowing that is there to believe..don't know who can be trusted..

keliru ini,
adakah aku seorang,
atau kau juga merasakannya?

but, the worst is confused with what we want..tak tau ape yang diingini dalam hidup, keliru dengan kehendak hati, kemahuan fikiran...

just say what you want,
don't confuse me
anymore...

not quite the right song for this mood, but the melody kinda...

Book review: my sister's keeper

Salam.

Just finished reading Jodi Picoult's My Sister's Keeper.

My rating : 4.8/5.

Reason: i gave a 4.8 because the story is amazing, but the ending is not. for the 1st time someone highlight an organ donor-to-be's feeling. selama ni kita selalu melihat org yg memerlukan organ is the sympathetic one, biasenya penderma organ invinsible, especially when u have no control over ur body, juz because ur a kid.
other than the unexpected ending, the whole book was awesome..i give it two thumbs up!

to uols: i suggest that u read the book 1st, then u go and see the movie..(spoiler: the ending is TOTALLY different...)

Tahun baru..1431H

Salam.

Selamat Tahun Baru Hijrah to all muslims out there...

Let us pray for our great future..may Allah make this coming year a blessed one.. May all of our wishes come true...

As for me, i hope that new year will bring me more happiness...no more tears (hurtful tears)...more money (i hope..~teehee~)...and a guy who will love me always, no matter who i am, and accept me for who i am..Amin...

Maal Hijrah tanda permulaan,
Tahun mendatang penuh pengharapan,
Semoga Allah tunjukkan jalan,
Biar ke mana tetap pendirian,
Walau apapun menjadi halangan,
Tetap teguh tak akan bergoyang Iman....

Aimi- 1 Muharram 1431H, 7pm

If Love like this..

Mode: Poetic

If..
Love like this,
always in peace,
always be his,
love like this, it is?

If,
Love like that,
always in bad,
always be mad,
love like this, is that?

Love,
Always like this and that,
some peace and bad,
never know when we'll be mad..
but, it'll always be there..
Love like this.

Man,
You better love like this..
or i'll never gonna say yes..
and i'll be the one you always miss..
so, love me like this,
and always be there...

If love is just like this...
My heart will always beating with his..

kegilaan yang teRbaru...

Salam..

Buat pertama kali dalam 3-4 bulan ni, fikiran dan otak aku tak berpikir pasal keje... semuanye disebabkan excited dengan satu minat aku yg dah lame ada sebenarnye, tapi baru je nak direalisasikan...photography.

Dalam pertimbangan dan tgh stdy camera dslr mane yang nak dibeli..dah ada 2 model dalam kepala otak aku ni, tapi selagi x pegang, xdapat vibe yang diperlukan... hehe!

and...x tau nak tulis ape lg.. tapi actually, i think i might be falling for...'him'.