Sunday, November 16, 2008

tHe stupid me...

it has been a long time since the last time i wrote in this blog.. and rite now my peaceful mind is confused... by my very-own feeling..so complicated. Nobody will understand what i felt now.. i feel stupid, helpless, (and hopeless) and why-is-this-happening-to-me feeling.
For the past couples of month, i thought that i finally can get over him, but after seeing him, i realized now that feeling never leave me..instead i myself buried that feeling deep inside of me... and when i saw him, the fact that i still like him is killing me now... how i can be this stupid??
Will i never fall in love with other person? someone please save me..

what a person that i am becoming?
a senseless one i think...
my life is full of emptiness..
very ironic..
but what can i do?
wait and wait till...
when??