wished you were here...~

salam...

as the title implies, i might as well missing someone...
but the strangest thing is, i miss my friend..
i miss talking (aka chatting) with him about ridiculous thing,
nonsense, talked about the world today,
bitching about some guy named "jimie" or a girl with a fashion of
"baru lepas mandi"...
weird~
the fact is, i never feel this way before....missing a missing friend...
maybe because they never were..
but, this time its different...
it's not like i like him or what...i just miss him. that's all.
maybe because we are "sekepala"...
we can talk about music for the whole night,
or just rumbling nonsense...
sigh.
i always tried not to attached myself with anyone too much,
but i guess he's got quite an influence on me..
sometimes, i wished that he's a girl..
so that i wont feel left out when the time comes, when you have to embrace your life...getting married and all..
because a guy and a girl cannot be bestfriend without involving jealousy~

arghh....i wished you were here...