salam.... for once in my life, i feel hopeless.. like there's no one there for me.. kenape ye? everytime it feels right, it was actually wrong. i hve been 'meeting' a few men/guys that i felt they are the one. but, everytime, there are not (i guess)..why is it so hard for me? is there something wrong with me? or maybe everything about me is not right~i don't know.. and now i have a BIG problem.. i can't CRY...even if i wanted to...so damn much! the tears just won't come out.. am i heartless already? i mean, the phase when you don't really care..at all. for me, it's dangerous because im hurting inside and out, but there's nothing that can soothe the burning flames inside my heart.. which usually done by crying. Really don't want to become that person.
and awak..why don't you just let me go already? your silence tells me all...but you still hold onto me, but yet you don't want to be by my side. what do you want from me? really..
humans are so complicated to understand...especially men. especially YOU~
someday....if i choose to leave your side, please don't come for me... don't menyesal. don't sms me. don't "hye" me. don't... just do nothing.
and awak..why don't you just let me go already? your silence tells me all...but you still hold onto me, but yet you don't want to be by my side. what do you want from me? really..
humans are so complicated to understand...especially men. especially YOU~
someday....if i choose to leave your side, please don't come for me... don't menyesal. don't sms me. don't "hye" me. don't... just do nothing.
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salam..
hehe.. i read ur blog.. yup,it sucks when u can't cry. rasa sakit yang amat di dada, believe me, i know... sabar la... memang akan ada masa2 kite rasa kite alone, lonely, tapi sebenarnya tak.. we always have Him... apa-apa hal tak leh ngadu kat orang dah, ngadu kat Dia. u'll find urself in tears and u'll feel relieved after that. believe me, i know that too. :)
thanks Noor!
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