Today, i want to share a story with you guys (yg tgh baca blog ni...hehe). A story about me and one of the guys that had quite an impact on my life. I'll refer him as FF, okay! our story start quite late jugak lah.. it was 2001, and at that time, it was during SPM exam. (yup...the BIG exam). after finished answering one of the papers, (kalo xsilap add maths kot)...a schoolmate of mine came and gave me a letter. Kat depan tu tulis "utk Aimi (orang lain x boleh baca)" haha...lawak plak rase time tu. (surat tu? still dlm simpanan. sape2 nak bace, sila la ke rumah ok!) to cut it short, it was a confession letter. he said that he likes me since us in form 2 lagi. so, sbb that year was our last year in school, so, he decided to tell me. yang kelakarnya, surat tu dia tulis atas kertas A4 exam SPM yang ada tulis "SULIT" tu... so, esoknye, i replied his letter. before we enter the exam hall...haha. imagine mcm mana die jawab exam. berdebar nak mampus la kot... masa tu baru realized, kitorg duduk dalam row yang sama....=). i gave him my home phone number...so, lepas SPM, masa lepak2 kat rumah, he frequently called me and we became good friends. but, after some times, tak tau mcm mana, kitorg lost contact (dlm kata lain, dia stop contacting me).
and there came the matriks time.....
when i was in matriks , jumpa dengan dia punya bestfriend...so, we started contacting each other balik...until one day, he asked me out (dating la~!) and i said yes. itulah pertama kali dan kali terakhir i went out with a guy, on a date. And typical tpt dating masa tu, Midvalley. he came to my matriks (in PJ) to pick me up (by taxi...) and boleh la plak terpakai baju kaler sama ngan dia.
so, the date was fine and ok...and he was nice to me. and after that, he asked me what did i feel about him. at that time, being the commitment-phobic person, i said i need time. and i'm not ready for serious relationship. deep down, i like him too.
so, we parted that way and pernah jgk terjumpa dia kdg2...tapi sekarang dh xtau khabar dia... last time i heard, he was about to get engaged...tapi xtau la dh kawen ke x....
sometimes, ada terdetik rasa menyesal sbb tolak dia dulu...tapi tu semua mainan syaitan... apa yang jadi semua ketentuan Allah...doa saya, semoga awak bahagia. you deserved better.
and there came the matriks time.....
when i was in matriks , jumpa dengan dia punya bestfriend...so, we started contacting each other balik...until one day, he asked me out (dating la~!) and i said yes. itulah pertama kali dan kali terakhir i went out with a guy, on a date. And typical tpt dating masa tu, Midvalley. he came to my matriks (in PJ) to pick me up (by taxi...) and boleh la plak terpakai baju kaler sama ngan dia.
so, the date was fine and ok...and he was nice to me. and after that, he asked me what did i feel about him. at that time, being the commitment-phobic person, i said i need time. and i'm not ready for serious relationship. deep down, i like him too.
so, we parted that way and pernah jgk terjumpa dia kdg2...tapi sekarang dh xtau khabar dia... last time i heard, he was about to get engaged...tapi xtau la dh kawen ke x....
sometimes, ada terdetik rasa menyesal sbb tolak dia dulu...tapi tu semua mainan syaitan... apa yang jadi semua ketentuan Allah...doa saya, semoga awak bahagia. you deserved better.
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cerita yang menarik..hehehehe~
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