an answer...

Salam....

I need an answer...desperately needed it.
An answer for what?
For a question ... about my life.

Seriously.... i want to be able to give an answer everytime people asking me that question (including my parents)...
but, right now, the only person that supposed to give me the answer... even he cannot answer me.
why awak? why? why can't you make up your mind?
if you want me, please says so.
if you don't, please don't leave the option opens...

i guess you would rather lose me than being with me...
jangan menyesal nanti...
i won't be able to be your listener...
i won't be able to wish you Morning~!
i won't be able to say "safe journey..."
i won't be able to say..."makan ingat2 la sket..."
i won't be able to .....urgh!

so...awak dah bersedia untuk kehilangan saya? answer me...

hati gundah~

salam...

wahai hati...tenanglah dikau...
jangan la susah hati...
saye x boleh tgk awak susah hati, hatiku~

knape ngan awk, hati?
awak risau kan ape?
kalau awak resah, saye lagi gundah...

hati, tenang ek...
esok ok la kot...
jangan risau x tentu pasal...
saye xboleh tidur nanti...~


Hati.......

... i'm lost

He's gone....like forever...
May your soul rest in peace...insyaAllah~
To be there for you..i'm thankful.
And i know you'll always be there for me...

i'll miss you, dude!
Al-Fatihah ...

*happy*

salam...

happy...tu je la.. haha

lalalala~

YOU!

i know YOU stalked this ...
beware of the truth that you'll regret for the rest of your life...

wished you were here...~

salam...

as the title implies, i might as well missing someone...
but the strangest thing is, i miss my friend..
i miss talking (aka chatting) with him about ridiculous thing,
nonsense, talked about the world today,
bitching about some guy named "jimie" or a girl with a fashion of
"baru lepas mandi"...
weird~
the fact is, i never feel this way before....missing a missing friend...
maybe because they never were..
but, this time its different...
it's not like i like him or what...i just miss him. that's all.
maybe because we are "sekepala"...
we can talk about music for the whole night,
or just rumbling nonsense...
sigh.
i always tried not to attached myself with anyone too much,
but i guess he's got quite an influence on me..
sometimes, i wished that he's a girl..
so that i wont feel left out when the time comes, when you have to embrace your life...getting married and all..
because a guy and a girl cannot be bestfriend without involving jealousy~

arghh....i wished you were here...

update blog secara bundle~

salam...

waa...lamenye x update blog ni...
sebab nye, xde pape yang menarik utk dikongsi...so, senyap je la..

okay, recently , i made fren with a very interesting guy.. he's so complex.
and he's got dual personality.. (really). but, being fren with him makes me forget about my problems, either work problems or personal one...
really enjoyed chatting with him, it was like i can talk about almost anything with him, and even though kami baru je jd kawan, mcm dah bertahun2 kawan... frenship is beautiful, i guess... haha

but, dont misunderstood this entry....i like him as a fren only OK~
he is the best guy-fren i've ever met...hope we can be fren .. forever? haha... i know u akan gelak kalo bace ni...er, u ade bace ke? erk..~