the Sisterhood...

This weekend, i watched a movie called 'the sisterhood of the traveling pants: I and II'... it has quite an impact on me.. the movie tells stories of four bestfrens and how their life changes as time goes by..just like me and my bestfrens..and how much i miss them..
After watching the movie, i kind of a little bit jealous of what they had...the sisterhood. Alangkah bestnye if we can meet up with our best frens sometimes, just to catch up with each others life..

in fact, i really miss our times together...just the 4 of us (and sometimes 5).. to be able to share our thoughts, to gossipping about guys, and to have someone to let out our feelings..(gosh..i really really miss all of that). But, what can i do, everyone has their own life now, just to sychnronize our time is hard enough..maybe our sisterhood is not that strong...and now, i only have one of them on my side, and we only can have our friend-only-time during the 1 hour lunch...just imagine how much time that i have had with the others that is far far away from me...
i hope that somewhen, somewhere, we'll meet each other and bukannya bila one of us is getting married..only then we can hang out together...i wish.

Thank you My fRiend..

~this entry is solely dedicated to my friends...~

To Faezah...thank you for being there for me, always..

and specially to Azri.. walaupun ko kdg2 x betol sgt (hehe..sorry~) tp aku sgt appreciate for whatever opinion and pendapat ko... terima kasih sebab mendengar luahan hati aku hari ni
(18/11/2008)...terasa ringan sket kekusutan aku tu...=)

this is for u guys..

Kawankah kita?
atau sahabat?
hadirmu di sisiku,
memberi warna duniaku yang..
kadang2 tidak bermaya..
ku syukuri kurniaan-Nya..
tanpa mu teman,
mungkin aku tidak di sini
masih lagi tegak berdiri.

(11:06 pm - 18 Nov 08)

tHe stupid me...

it has been a long time since the last time i wrote in this blog.. and rite now my peaceful mind is confused... by my very-own feeling..so complicated. Nobody will understand what i felt now.. i feel stupid, helpless, (and hopeless) and why-is-this-happening-to-me feeling.
For the past couples of month, i thought that i finally can get over him, but after seeing him, i realized now that feeling never leave me..instead i myself buried that feeling deep inside of me... and when i saw him, the fact that i still like him is killing me now... how i can be this stupid??
Will i never fall in love with other person? someone please save me..

what a person that i am becoming?
a senseless one i think...
my life is full of emptiness..
very ironic..
but what can i do?
wait and wait till...
when??

The Three Men in my Life...

These are the men in my lil life...

Abah
Aiman
and..
Aqil

And the fourth one... hanya Allah yg tahu...

Graduation...congratulations to all !!

Congratulations!!! to me and my frens... it was a bright morning and a happy day... akhirnya segala penat lelah kita (penat ke??) terbayar dengan sekeping ijazah menandakan kita adalah graduate yang berjaya...

Thanks to Allah SWT for making this a reality...

Thanks to my abah and mama for their support..

Thanks to my adik2.. you're my everything, luv u all...

Thanks to my besterest frens ~ faezah, khodrul, nash, sham, sabb, mizah, maya, kak fadh, kak zarin, kak hafzan, dan yg lain2 yg x tersebut nama... u are my strength...

Thanks to my classmates.. for the self-actualization..

Thanks to my lecturers... and sorry also..

Thanks to myself...

~rase cam wat speech valedictorian lak..hehe...~

More pics here

Tomorrow will Never be Today

Always, we hope,
tomorrow we can cope.

Always, we will say,
tomorrow is a brighter day,
not like today,
and together we pray.

Believe what you see,
Trust your feeling,
only then you can be,
what you always dreaming.

When we thought about tomorrow,
dont forget that we have today,
If it gives us sorrow,
Remember that we were happy yesterday...

[Poem by: diri Sendiri]

~when people say that they want to this and that tomorrow, they always forget that there's many things that they didnt do today, so, how can we proceed to tomorrow if we still owe today (or maybe yesterday..). Think and take actions... if u feel that theres something that u 'lupa' nak buat, hurry up, before tomorrow 'menjelma'...hehe..

Matangkah kita (~aku~) ?

Soalan ni susah nak jawab kan? Ada masanya kita bersikap mcm budak tak cukup umur, tp adakalanya kita berfikir mcm org tua.. betapa kematangan itu tak boleh diukur dengan umur semata-mata...but, again, matangkah diri kita sekarang ni? Ask urself and i think u'll never find the answer...atau yg lebih tepat, kita sebenarnya takut menjadi matang... sebab apabila kita merasa diri kita matang, maka bermakna kita sudah bersedia memikul tanggungjawab.. bersedia untuk menjawab bagi setiap tindakan kita, baik atau buruk, dan bersedia menanggung risiko akibat perbuatan kita.. for me, i'm not (very) ready to be 'matang'... still have lots of things to experience and to learn, maybe in the coming days (or maybe years), i will...and who knows, maybe tomorrow...(but thats too soon, though~)

In the end, it'll get better in time...