Book review: my sister's keeper

Salam.

Just finished reading Jodi Picoult's My Sister's Keeper.

My rating : 4.8/5.

Reason: i gave a 4.8 because the story is amazing, but the ending is not. for the 1st time someone highlight an organ donor-to-be's feeling. selama ni kita selalu melihat org yg memerlukan organ is the sympathetic one, biasenya penderma organ invinsible, especially when u have no control over ur body, juz because ur a kid.
other than the unexpected ending, the whole book was awesome..i give it two thumbs up!

to uols: i suggest that u read the book 1st, then u go and see the movie..(spoiler: the ending is TOTALLY different...)

Tahun baru..1431H

Salam.

Selamat Tahun Baru Hijrah to all muslims out there...

Let us pray for our great future..may Allah make this coming year a blessed one.. May all of our wishes come true...

As for me, i hope that new year will bring me more happiness...no more tears (hurtful tears)...more money (i hope..~teehee~)...and a guy who will love me always, no matter who i am, and accept me for who i am..Amin...

Maal Hijrah tanda permulaan,
Tahun mendatang penuh pengharapan,
Semoga Allah tunjukkan jalan,
Biar ke mana tetap pendirian,
Walau apapun menjadi halangan,
Tetap teguh tak akan bergoyang Iman....

Aimi- 1 Muharram 1431H, 7pm

If Love like this..

Mode: Poetic

If..
Love like this,
always in peace,
always be his,
love like this, it is?

If,
Love like that,
always in bad,
always be mad,
love like this, is that?

Love,
Always like this and that,
some peace and bad,
never know when we'll be mad..
but, it'll always be there..
Love like this.

Man,
You better love like this..
or i'll never gonna say yes..
and i'll be the one you always miss..
so, love me like this,
and always be there...

If love is just like this...
My heart will always beating with his..

kegilaan yang teRbaru...

Salam..

Buat pertama kali dalam 3-4 bulan ni, fikiran dan otak aku tak berpikir pasal keje... semuanye disebabkan excited dengan satu minat aku yg dah lame ada sebenarnye, tapi baru je nak direalisasikan...photography.

Dalam pertimbangan dan tgh stdy camera dslr mane yang nak dibeli..dah ada 2 model dalam kepala otak aku ni, tapi selagi x pegang, xdapat vibe yang diperlukan... hehe!

and...x tau nak tulis ape lg.. tapi actually, i think i might be falling for...'him'.

It's coming to an end..2009

December is here..and it means something..2009 hampir berakhir..

i hope, 2010 will..

- bring me more luckss..i desperately need it
- be a better year for me..
- turn me into a better person,
- maybe, lead me to my 'jodoh'..=)

2009 banyak mendewasakan aku.. mengajar aku bagaimana menangani krisis dalaman diri aku.. mengajar aku mendepani masalah aku.. tapi banyak jugak perkara yang mematahkan semangat aku.. i think i became a pesimist, instead of optimistic person that i used to be..

well, there's not a year that is enough for us.. so, lets hope for a better future..

Lelaki oh lelaki...

Salam.

That title, it's weird, is it? Haha...lately, me having difficulty understanding man.. or men.. Orang kate perempuan ni kompleks pemikirannye, tapi yang sebetulnye, lelaki lagi kompleks. perempuan kita boleh teka their next step, but, man... selalu tekaan kita (perempuan) salah..

How to know if a guy is really interested in a girl? Ataupun just suka.. suka as a fren, maybe a little bit more than a fren, but, how to determine if a guy really likes a girl that he is willing to throw everything just to be with her? Susah nak tau kan?

Once, i asked a guy how much he liked me, but, he cannot answer me... is that mean he just 'like' me, but he doesn't love me? complicated isnt it? atau lelaki mmg jenis yg tak tau perasaan sndiri? how u want to make a girl to like you, if you (lelaki itu) yourself, doesn't even know how much u like her? be a man...if not a gentleman..

Maybe it is true that men are from mars...(=alien?) haha...they speak a language that us girls don't understand..mulut lelaki letaknye di hati...so, nak tunggu mulut dorang cakap ape yg terbuku di hati, mmg payah ah.. agaknye bile hati tu dah bernanah baru la keluar semua...parah2..

Mode: Poetic

Kau yang ku panggil teman..

Suatu masa dulu,
Kita adalah kawan,teman dan sahabat,
Kau Kawan dalam pelajaran,
Kau teman meluahkan perasaan,
Kau sahabat yang sentiasa di sisi,
Kaulah yang ku panggil teman.

Tapi sahabatku,
Benarkah apa yang kau kata?
Bahawa aku bukan sekadar teman bagimu,
Bahawa perasaanmu bukan setakat kawan,
Keliru aku.

Teman,
Berikan aku ruang dan masa,
Menilai erti perasaan ini,
Aku takut dirimu jua,
tersilap menafsir hatimu,
biarkan masa menentukan segalanya...
Ku yakin pada mu, teman.

Andai,
Tersurat di azali,
Kita bukan sekadar teman,
Terimalah aku seadanya,
sepertimana kau menerimaku,
sebagai sahabatmu...


13/11/2009 - Aku yang kau panggil teman.