Salam.
well, in just a few hours, it will be 2011. wow! time flies so fast. without we know it, it already a year. 2010 is a very eventful year for me. full of tears, cheers and trips! haha....
2011? hmm, just want it to come and be smooth for me. not expecting anything, or hoping for a miracle ti happen. what will happen, will happen, by Allah's will. i believe that.
Just want to sharpen my photography skills and i want to achieve something in this field. It is still a long journey, since i am still a "baby" in this field, compared to my friends. So, gambatte Aimi!!
2011, i welcome you! and oh, not to forget, i'll turn 27 next year (now is still 2010...haha!). So, may something big will happen next year! geee~~~ ^_^
Friday, December 31, 2010
Monday, December 27, 2010
grow up, man!
Salam.
Semalam, ade sorg "fren" ni yang buat aku hangin satu badan... just because of my fb status lepas game Malaysia vs Indonesia tu. i said what i feel is right. there's no need to terasa dengan my status tu kalo bende tu tak betol, kan? pastu, siap kutuk profile picture aku konon2 aku ni rakyat nepal yang berlagak dgn dslr aku. apa kaitan bola dgn dslr? x paham aku manusia mcm ni. pastu kate aku ni mcm la cantik sgt. skali lagi, apa kaitan cantik ngan bola? tapi, aku memang cantik ape! ko tu, xpuas ati sbb xdpt ngorat aku kan? haha~ anyway, thanks for spoiling my night. kalo ko xsuke aku hentam penyokong malaysia yg x bertamadun tu, remove je aku dr fren ko! senang... xyah susah2 ko nak kutuk aku. buat banyak dosa je. berani ckp depan2 ah...
aku ingatkan pompuan je yg suke mengumpat dlm fb ni, rupanye laki lagi teruk! huh. pathetic betol laki mcm ni. hidup xde tujuan, keje tak. kalo aku berlagak sekalipon, ade aku menyusahkan ko? xde kan??? fb aku, suka ati la aku nak post apa pon. yg ko kesah apahal?
aku ingatkan pompuan je yg suke mengumpat dlm fb ni, rupanye laki lagi teruk! huh. pathetic betol laki mcm ni. hidup xde tujuan, keje tak. kalo aku berlagak sekalipon, ade aku menyusahkan ko? xde kan??? fb aku, suka ati la aku nak post apa pon. yg ko kesah apahal?
Sunday, December 19, 2010
menggamit memori.
Salam.
Today, i want to share a story with you guys (yg tgh baca blog ni...hehe). A story about me and one of the guys that had quite an impact on my life. I'll refer him as FF, okay! our story start quite late jugak lah.. it was 2001, and at that time, it was during SPM exam. (yup...the BIG exam). after finished answering one of the papers, (kalo xsilap add maths kot)...a schoolmate of mine came and gave me a letter. Kat depan tu tulis "utk Aimi (orang lain x boleh baca)" haha...lawak plak rase time tu. (surat tu? still dlm simpanan. sape2 nak bace, sila la ke rumah ok!) to cut it short, it was a confession letter. he said that he likes me since us in form 2 lagi. so, sbb that year was our last year in school, so, he decided to tell me. yang kelakarnya, surat tu dia tulis atas kertas A4 exam SPM yang ada tulis "SULIT" tu... so, esoknye, i replied his letter. before we enter the exam hall...haha. imagine mcm mana die jawab exam. berdebar nak mampus la kot... masa tu baru realized, kitorg duduk dalam row yang sama....=). i gave him my home phone number...so, lepas SPM, masa lepak2 kat rumah, he frequently called me and we became good friends. but, after some times, tak tau mcm mana, kitorg lost contact (dlm kata lain, dia stop contacting me).
and there came the matriks time.....
when i was in matriks , jumpa dengan dia punya bestfriend...so, we started contacting each other balik...until one day, he asked me out (dating la~!) and i said yes. itulah pertama kali dan kali terakhir i went out with a guy, on a date. And typical tpt dating masa tu, Midvalley. he came to my matriks (in PJ) to pick me up (by taxi...) and boleh la plak terpakai baju kaler sama ngan dia.
so, the date was fine and ok...and he was nice to me. and after that, he asked me what did i feel about him. at that time, being the commitment-phobic person, i said i need time. and i'm not ready for serious relationship. deep down, i like him too.
so, we parted that way and pernah jgk terjumpa dia kdg2...tapi sekarang dh xtau khabar dia... last time i heard, he was about to get engaged...tapi xtau la dh kawen ke x....
sometimes, ada terdetik rasa menyesal sbb tolak dia dulu...tapi tu semua mainan syaitan... apa yang jadi semua ketentuan Allah...doa saya, semoga awak bahagia. you deserved better.
and there came the matriks time.....
when i was in matriks , jumpa dengan dia punya bestfriend...so, we started contacting each other balik...until one day, he asked me out (dating la~!) and i said yes. itulah pertama kali dan kali terakhir i went out with a guy, on a date. And typical tpt dating masa tu, Midvalley. he came to my matriks (in PJ) to pick me up (by taxi...) and boleh la plak terpakai baju kaler sama ngan dia.
so, the date was fine and ok...and he was nice to me. and after that, he asked me what did i feel about him. at that time, being the commitment-phobic person, i said i need time. and i'm not ready for serious relationship. deep down, i like him too.
so, we parted that way and pernah jgk terjumpa dia kdg2...tapi sekarang dh xtau khabar dia... last time i heard, he was about to get engaged...tapi xtau la dh kawen ke x....
sometimes, ada terdetik rasa menyesal sbb tolak dia dulu...tapi tu semua mainan syaitan... apa yang jadi semua ketentuan Allah...doa saya, semoga awak bahagia. you deserved better.
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
updating....
Salam.
hehe...i know. dah lama tak update blog ni. takde masa actually. And takde isu jugak nak blogkan.
tapi, rindu nak berbelog.
okay, i'll start with the Nature Photocamp which i attended about a week ago. I went to Taman Negara Endau Rompin, Johor for that camp. Depart from KT, (using car abviously~!) around 715 am, and arrived at our (me & mizah) 1st pitstop, Kuantan sbb nak konvoi dgn shahreen. So, we had our brekfes dulu and about 1030 we begin our trip to Selai. Our 2nd pitstop, at Segamat, eat lunch at Restoran Asam Pedas (really really pedas i tell u!) and then we continued our driving and finally, arrived at Selai, around 330. and half & hour later, we (this time, it's 50 of us!) ride in 4WD to the base camp in Lubuk Takah.
There, we lived (sleep) in a pondok (3 ppl each pondok) the diner hall is just by the river. sangat cantik! we had our classes (talks) during nights and it was all shooting during the day. (sronok nye!)
the best thing about going there is that your phone will be "out of service"! imagine 3 days without anyone calling. heaven! when i 1st signed up for this photocamp, i want to learn how to take macro pictures, and i did it! one of my macro babies:
tapi, rindu nak berbelog.
okay, i'll start with the Nature Photocamp which i attended about a week ago. I went to Taman Negara Endau Rompin, Johor for that camp. Depart from KT, (using car abviously~!) around 715 am, and arrived at our (me & mizah) 1st pitstop, Kuantan sbb nak konvoi dgn shahreen. So, we had our brekfes dulu and about 1030 we begin our trip to Selai. Our 2nd pitstop, at Segamat, eat lunch at Restoran Asam Pedas (really really pedas i tell u!) and then we continued our driving and finally, arrived at Selai, around 330. and half & hour later, we (this time, it's 50 of us!) ride in 4WD to the base camp in Lubuk Takah.
There, we lived (sleep) in a pondok (3 ppl each pondok) the diner hall is just by the river. sangat cantik! we had our classes (talks) during nights and it was all shooting during the day. (sronok nye!)
the best thing about going there is that your phone will be "out of service"! imagine 3 days without anyone calling. heaven! when i 1st signed up for this photocamp, i want to learn how to take macro pictures, and i did it! one of my macro babies:
on the last day, we had a 1 hour trekking up to the Takah Pandan, one of the waterfalls there. it was very very tiring but, very refreshing, once you got there.
and upon returning, rasa sedih sgt sbb dh kena balik ke dunia "realiti" aka work~ huhu.
it was a GREAT experience with lots of pics taken...hehehe~
if ada lagi lepas ni, mmg nak join lagi.
*kakfadh: Soalan drAli mase sesi perkenal diri, "mana fadhilah? kenapa x dtg?" =))
and upon returning, rasa sedih sgt sbb dh kena balik ke dunia "realiti" aka work~ huhu.
it was a GREAT experience with lots of pics taken...hehehe~
if ada lagi lepas ni, mmg nak join lagi.
*kakfadh: Soalan drAli mase sesi perkenal diri, "mana fadhilah? kenapa x dtg?" =))
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
kenapa saya suka menulis (or menaip)
Salam...
Actually, planning to write this on the 1st December which is about in 2 hours. But then, terfikir, kang tertido, x tulis plak. So, just pretend that i wrote this on the 1/12/2010...haha.
Okay, merujuk kepada perkara di atas (cewah~ dh mcm surat rasmi plak).. knape sy suka menulis (dalam terma zaman sekarang, menulis = menaip = blogging..kot?) . Hmm, tidak diketahui semenjak bila saya menjadi seorang penulis tegar (aka blogger) yang suka meluahkan perasaan melalui lewat kalam-kalam tulisannya...(yeah, i know...cheesy~) . Tapi, sejak zaman orang ada Diari lagi, saya dah mula menulis (betol2 punye tulis).. tapi, selalunya diari akan kantoi dengan family, pastu abis la dijaja satu kampung kandungan dalam diari tu...(malu la babe~!) so, saya pon berdiam diri dan tidak menulis lagi selepas itu. Kemudian, datanglah zaman orang duk sibuk nak berblog. Masa tu x teruja lagi. i just blogged using friendster blog. and when people are moving on to facebook, i started blogspot-ing. so, here i am today. blog lebih kurang sama je ngan physical diary, cuma kewujudan blog boleh dirahsiakan terutamanya dari kaum keluarga..(haha). dan walaupon ade yang membaca, tapi kandungannya tidaklah tersebar mana. jadi, selamat la sket..hahaha~ (ade eh reason cmtu?)
Selalu bercita-cita nak tulis novel, tapi sampai perenggan kedua je dah give-up. So, tulis luahan hati lebih senang kot...dari nak mereka cerita yang tak pernah alami.
Dan, saya juga suka tulis sajak. Walaupon tidaklah sehebat A.Samad Said, tapi bolehla setakat diri sndiri nak bace tu.. Poems are easier to write because tak payah pikir ayat panjang berjela just nak convey a message. a simple word such as "Darkness" can be interpreted into many different meanings....(sorry for the bahasa rojak). malas nak pikir kesesuaian tatabahasa dan lenggok bahasa. (hey, i am the secretary of Persatuan Bahasa Melayu during high school tau!) and oh! patutla saya suka menulis. Mmg minat bahasa rupanya. Tapi, macam mane la bleh tercampak jadi pharmacist plak ni? Krisis identiti betol.
so, itulah sebabnya kenapa saya suka menulis. (note: i am a "why" writer). go figure that out!
pening x tgk gambar ni? hehe... pic credit to: aimi reduzan.. -eh, cam kenal je? la...aku rupanya-
Signing out
Okay, merujuk kepada perkara di atas (cewah~ dh mcm surat rasmi plak).. knape sy suka menulis (dalam terma zaman sekarang, menulis = menaip = blogging..kot?) . Hmm, tidak diketahui semenjak bila saya menjadi seorang penulis tegar (aka blogger) yang suka meluahkan perasaan melalui lewat kalam-kalam tulisannya...(yeah, i know...cheesy~) . Tapi, sejak zaman orang ada Diari lagi, saya dah mula menulis (betol2 punye tulis).. tapi, selalunya diari akan kantoi dengan family, pastu abis la dijaja satu kampung kandungan dalam diari tu...(malu la babe~!) so, saya pon berdiam diri dan tidak menulis lagi selepas itu. Kemudian, datanglah zaman orang duk sibuk nak berblog. Masa tu x teruja lagi. i just blogged using friendster blog. and when people are moving on to facebook, i started blogspot-ing. so, here i am today. blog lebih kurang sama je ngan physical diary, cuma kewujudan blog boleh dirahsiakan terutamanya dari kaum keluarga..(haha). dan walaupon ade yang membaca, tapi kandungannya tidaklah tersebar mana. jadi, selamat la sket..hahaha~ (ade eh reason cmtu?)
Selalu bercita-cita nak tulis novel, tapi sampai perenggan kedua je dah give-up. So, tulis luahan hati lebih senang kot...dari nak mereka cerita yang tak pernah alami.
Dan, saya juga suka tulis sajak. Walaupon tidaklah sehebat A.Samad Said, tapi bolehla setakat diri sndiri nak bace tu.. Poems are easier to write because tak payah pikir ayat panjang berjela just nak convey a message. a simple word such as "Darkness" can be interpreted into many different meanings....(sorry for the bahasa rojak). malas nak pikir kesesuaian tatabahasa dan lenggok bahasa. (hey, i am the secretary of Persatuan Bahasa Melayu during high school tau!) and oh! patutla saya suka menulis. Mmg minat bahasa rupanya. Tapi, macam mane la bleh tercampak jadi pharmacist plak ni? Krisis identiti betol.
so, itulah sebabnya kenapa saya suka menulis. (note: i am a "why" writer). go figure that out!
pening x tgk gambar ni? hehe... pic credit to: aimi reduzan.. -eh, cam kenal je? la...aku rupanya-
Signing out
the eleventh
salam.
it's the 11th entry for this month. quite a number huh? yeah, i know. this is what happens when aimi reduzan feels sad. she wrote a lot. i mean, A LOT. (tu x campur lagi monolog dalaman diri tu..haha). But, that's just who i am. I wrote what i feel. And i say it out loud what i feel. But, this time, i found my self (purposely dijarakkan "my" dengan "self" tu). And, i can't wait to find my "cinta hati"...
well, you may say i am a dreamer, but, without something to dream on, what's left in our life? *don't you know, dream makes our brain works harder?* haha...seriously.
and by the way, why the heck is grey's anatomy latest episode still not air yet?????
on serious note, i wish that my "cinta hati" will be a hot-sempoi-tapi-boleh-bimbing-aku Ashraff Omar and a blend of romantic-dan-sayang-aku-sorang-je Benz Alif. Ciri-ciri lain akan di up kemudian lepas dah bace semua novel Hlovate...hahahah. (mode: tahpape tahap langit petala ke-8)
XOXO~Sayurie
it's the 11th entry for this month. quite a number huh? yeah, i know. this is what happens when aimi reduzan feels sad. she wrote a lot. i mean, A LOT. (tu x campur lagi monolog dalaman diri tu..haha). But, that's just who i am. I wrote what i feel. And i say it out loud what i feel. But, this time, i found my self (purposely dijarakkan "my" dengan "self" tu). And, i can't wait to find my "cinta hati"...
well, you may say i am a dreamer, but, without something to dream on, what's left in our life? *don't you know, dream makes our brain works harder?* haha...seriously.
and by the way, why the heck is grey's anatomy latest episode still not air yet?????
on serious note, i wish that my "cinta hati" will be a hot-sempoi-tapi-boleh-bimbing-aku Ashraff Omar and a blend of romantic-dan-sayang-aku-sorang-je Benz Alif. Ciri-ciri lain akan di up kemudian lepas dah bace semua novel Hlovate...hahahah. (mode: tahpape tahap langit petala ke-8)
XOXO~Sayurie
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