i hope you are reading this. IF you are reading this, means that you are still checking me out.. right? sigh. but, keep reading. this entry won't cost you a thing, but it cost me everything.
Remember when we were classmates? you are one of my bestest guy-friend. the other one is your bestfriend (used to be). i bet you didn't know that right? honestly, mase kat sekolah dulu, saya x ramai kawan lelaki. you are one of the most rapat dgn saya. Remember when me & my friend sent u a "love" letter that says ; "walaupon rupamu tidak kukenal, tetapi, lobang hidungmu tetap menjadi pojaan hatiku" .. kitorg bg ayat tu kat awak hari2... mesti awak menyampah kan? and mase hari valentine, kitorg bg awak ayat tu yang kitorg tulis atas daun (pengaruh cite Mohabbatein mase ni).. ingat x? Dulu, awak suka AM. sampai dah abis skolah pon awak still suke die. kitorg slalu jd tempat awak luah perasaan. tapi tu semua cite dulu.
Now, you are not the same person that i knew few years back. where did he go? sometimes, it's true when people say that environment can change someone. i think you have changed. changed to the bad side. berubah jadi orang lain yang saya x kenal. orang yang suka main-mainkan perasaan perempuan. awak penah ckp, "jgn risau, saya xkan mainkan awak" xpcaya ? sy ada bukti. SMS yang awak hantar. All of them. And from a non-smoker, you became one. sungguh saya x paham.
Tapi, saya dah give up. give up dgn awak. saya penat. sebab awak x jujur dgn saya. and i think this is the best for both of us. and you can meet all kind of women that you like. you can date them all.
And as for me, what's left with me is just the memory of you from our school days... sebab saya rase mase tu, sy lebih kenal awak. berbanding sekarang. i will go far from your life (that's what you want, kan?) sebab jauh di sudut hati awak, awk sebenarnya x pernah sayangkan saya (eventho you said you did). the longer this "relationship" goes on, it will only hurt us (or is it just me?).
Saya xkan doakan awak bahagia. kalau boleh, saya nak awak rase apa yang sy rase sekarang. Sebagai peringatan untuk awk. Sebab, awak xkan tau menghargai orang yang sayangkan awk, selagi awk x dikecewakan oleh orang yang awak sayang. it may sounds cruel, but that was reality.
Now, after finished reading this, you can go and get who-ever girl that you like. We are done.
Remember when we were classmates? you are one of my bestest guy-friend. the other one is your bestfriend (used to be). i bet you didn't know that right? honestly, mase kat sekolah dulu, saya x ramai kawan lelaki. you are one of the most rapat dgn saya. Remember when me & my friend sent u a "love" letter that says ; "walaupon rupamu tidak kukenal, tetapi, lobang hidungmu tetap menjadi pojaan hatiku" .. kitorg bg ayat tu kat awak hari2... mesti awak menyampah kan? and mase hari valentine, kitorg bg awak ayat tu yang kitorg tulis atas daun (pengaruh cite Mohabbatein mase ni).. ingat x? Dulu, awak suka AM. sampai dah abis skolah pon awak still suke die. kitorg slalu jd tempat awak luah perasaan. tapi tu semua cite dulu.
Now, you are not the same person that i knew few years back. where did he go? sometimes, it's true when people say that environment can change someone. i think you have changed. changed to the bad side. berubah jadi orang lain yang saya x kenal. orang yang suka main-mainkan perasaan perempuan. awak penah ckp, "jgn risau, saya xkan mainkan awak" xpcaya ? sy ada bukti. SMS yang awak hantar. All of them. And from a non-smoker, you became one. sungguh saya x paham.
Tapi, saya dah give up. give up dgn awak. saya penat. sebab awak x jujur dgn saya. and i think this is the best for both of us. and you can meet all kind of women that you like. you can date them all.
And as for me, what's left with me is just the memory of you from our school days... sebab saya rase mase tu, sy lebih kenal awak. berbanding sekarang. i will go far from your life (that's what you want, kan?) sebab jauh di sudut hati awak, awk sebenarnya x pernah sayangkan saya (eventho you said you did). the longer this "relationship" goes on, it will only hurt us (or is it just me?).
Saya xkan doakan awak bahagia. kalau boleh, saya nak awak rase apa yang sy rase sekarang. Sebagai peringatan untuk awk. Sebab, awak xkan tau menghargai orang yang sayangkan awk, selagi awk x dikecewakan oleh orang yang awak sayang. it may sounds cruel, but that was reality.
Now, after finished reading this, you can go and get who-ever girl that you like. We are done.
2 comments:
Hang in there Aimi. What goes around comes around. You deserve so much better. Hugs. :)
thanks Lissa...*hugs back*
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