bad sign

salam.

i am here. it's almost everytime i am here, it means i'm not in a good mood. yes. i am not.
have been feeling miserable since friday. i am not quite sure why. but i am feeling sad. angry.
also, i keep waking up in the middle of the night. and starts thinking. bad habit. (please don't mind the grammar. i'm not in the mood for a beautiful sentence with the correct grammar. huh )
just now, i snapped at my ex-bf (now a fren), without solid reasons. im sure he is in shock as well as i am. i cant cry. don't know what to be cried about. i cant complaint. don't have anyone who is willing to hear my crap.
for once, i just want everything to fall in it's place. not scattered and shattered. just like my life now. everything that i did seems wrong.
i should stop here. before i turn into a crappy-aimi. just dont read this if u feel annoyed with me. ok. now im sarcactic. this is a very very bad sign. bad. very.